What ever happened to – Sebastian Deisler
28 Jul
It can be hard to identify players who are destined for great things, genuine world class talent is a rare commodity but the German football community knew they had something special in Sebastian Deisler. As with many football prodigies Deisler’s name was recognised in footballing circles from a young age, achieving regional fame in the areas surrounding Freiburg after bagging a remarkable 215 goals in the German equivalent of the kiddies Sunday League. It was inevitable that a football career beckoned and by age 15 Deisler was called up to the German youth team and signed onto the books of Borussia Mönchengladbach academy. A few years later Deisler would go to the Under-17 World Cup and excel once more, being voted the tournament’s second best player behind a player who might be familiar to one or two of you – Ronaldinho. It was only a matter of time before Deisler would make the step up to the bigger stage and by 1999 that day was growing ever closer.
Meanwhile, having been a dominant throughout the 90’s the German national team was in trouble. Following the 1998 World Cup it was clear that young talent coming through was not anywhere near the quality on it’s way out. France 98 saw players of the calibre of Lothar Matthäus, Jurgen Klinsmann, Thomas Häßler, Andreas Möller and Thomas Helmer all entering or beyond the twilight of their careers. A quick look around the emerging talent of the Bundesliga did not inspire confidence with Bayern Munich stalwarts Jens Jeremies and Carsten Jancker the front runners to step into the national team. Even the most die-hard Bayern figure in the form of Franz Beckenbauer showed little confidence in their ability to re-ignite national pride referring to them as “Rumpelfußlers” which essentially means scrappy footballers. That was a fair observation of course but coming from Beckenbauer it was perhaps viewed a being an “at best” sort of comment which implied the distinct lack of perceived talent on the horizon.
As March 6th 1999 arrived so did a turning point in the life of Sebastian Deisler. When in the 75th minute of his Bundesliga debut against 1860 Munich, Deisler picked the ball up inside his own half and with youthful exuberance,
and perhaps ignorance of what would follow, weaved his way 60 yards up field and smashed the ball in the back of the net. From that moment a star was born, a man on whose shoulders the weight of German football expectations were laden from that very moment. The media immediately went into over-drive comparing the goal with a famous cup winning goal scored by the great Gunter Netzer. Netzer for those who are not aware of him is a Monchengladbach and Germany legend through the 60’s and 70’s. Netzer eventually moved on to Real Madrid leaving Germany being revered as one of the finest passers of the ball ever to play the game and with 108 goals in 297 games a prolific goal scorer from mid-field too. On March 6th, 1999 Basti Fantasti became a symbol of hope for the German football faithful.
By the time Euro 2000 arrived only Matthäus and Haßler remained from the great players of the previous three World Cups. Matthäus was 39 by this time and playing in the MLS with New York/New Jersey Metrostars and was a shadow of the player who had earned 149 caps and led his country to greatness in 1990. Haßler At 34 was no better but seemed determined to play on until the 100 cap barrier had been broken. Regardless, Deisler was taken with the squad, aged 20 and after recovering from a cruciate ligament rupture during his debut season with Hertha. Despite this Deisler was handed two starts of the three games Germany played. The Germans of course crashed out along with England, the reigning champions and a team revered for being a tournament team finished bottom of their group and without a win. Deisler himself was not considered at fault as even by the most extreme expectations a 20 year old should not be the one and only hope of German football, not one who had a significant injury just that previous season. However, the exploits of Euro 2000 entrenched what was a growing sense of panic among German football fans that there was no hope for their national team, nobody to pick up the mantle and restore national pride.
It was during his time at Hertha where things began to unravel for Deisler but to those who were around him even as a youth team player with Gladbach the signs were there. Deisler was always a self conscious, introverted young man who suffered heavily with homesickness upon moving to north to join Gladbach’s academy at age 15. At that time computer games filled the void. The decay of his parents’ marriage was also a big drain on his own personal feelings of security to the point where he used money from his first professional salary to buy them a house in a bid to rescue their doomed marriage. At Hertha though those feelings were exacerbated a hundred fold since not only was he the future of German football but the biggest commodity for Hertha Berlin by a long, long way. Deisler became the face of the club and while he was earning plenty of money from the situation he was never the type of person who knew how to deal with the trappings of stardom. In a rare interview with Zeit (Time) in 2009 Deisler talked openly about how players were living fallacious lives. “I just wanted to play football, to talk about football but suddenly everything was illuminated as if in headlights” (give or take my translation may be not 100% perfect so here is the original article) he goes on to speak about how people wanted to know where he bought his perfume, jeans, watches and how Nike wanted him to play in White boots but he refused. Deisler did not wish to draw attention to himself, he simply wanted to play football. In the same period Deisler recollects “Sometimes I lay in bed and prayed: Dear God, I cannot do it” then saying “I cursed even my talent. I was too good, in order not to be noticeable. Is that a crazy thought?” and it were these moments that laid the foundations for what was to come as later in his career.
In October 2001 Deisler had a second severe knee in jury and missed the rest of the season it would be his final game in Berlin. He had agreed to join the Bundesliga giants Bayern Munich much to the frustration of the Hertha fans. The move to Munich surprised people in Berlin and when the story was leaked by Bild of his receiving DEM 20m in the deal it caused outrage. The headline questioned his supposed desire to avoid the limelight by publishing a picture of the cheque on the front page with the headline Are his leg’s too heavy now? The Hertha fans were not happy to see their star player leaving and what was once “overwhelming affection” for Deisler quickly turned to bitterness and anger. Deisler having been injured at almost the exact time of the report being released was in the U.S. being treated for his knee when the uproar began. Deisler recalls receiving death threats and hate mail from disgruntled fans only furthering his need to withdraw from public life. Deisler himself described how he lived “behind blinds” in his flat and his sister gave up her job to move to Berlin simply to give him someone to talk to. Deisler’s mental state of mind was clearly not that of a man who should be living in the public eye, but so far the problem had remained a private one.
The move to Bayern may seem a strange one to having read how Deisler hated being in the limelight in the relative obscurity of Hertha. However, there were good reasons for his decision to join Germany’s biggest club. Firstly, Deisler was certainly ambitious. It may seem like a strange combination of characteristics but Deisler wanted to succeed in football as much as any player. How else does a player rise to the standards he did during his time in Berlin, the face of German football and regarded by most as the countries most gifted player. Talent is one thing but hard work and a winning attitude are essential. When asked about the good memories from his career Deisler speaks fondly of moments, all on the pitch of course, battling with hard-nosed Croatian defender Zvonimir Soldo or scoring a beautiful goal from a tight angle away at Leverkusen. Yet, his off-field state of mind was that of a man riddled with insecurity, one who failed to meet the boyish standards of the football clichés, playing cards, meeting women, buying expensive material things… none of it mattered to Deisler and he felt alone. With that in mind though his ambition drove him to Munich and he reasoned that it would be easier to be the fish in a much larger pond than the giant whale in a puddle he represented in Berlin. Also, Ottmar Hitzfeld the Bayern manager was also from Lorrach and went to school with Deisler’s father. The two were familiar and Deisler hoped that a change would help him grow both on and off the pitch.
The knee injury sustained in October 2001 would rear its ugly head again in May 2002 when Deisler again succumbed to injury requiring a third surgery. Deisler would start only 8 games for Bayern in his debut season (02/03) and only 11 the following season. Nevertheless, in the 2003/2004 despite only managing in 11 starts Deisler’s talent once again put brought his name back onto the lips of German football fans scoring four goals in those 11 games and showing that despite all the injuries he was still capable of moments that even Bayern and Germany’s new hero Michael Ballack was not able to produce. In this period though Deisler was spending increasingly large amounts of time alone and his mental state deteriorated even further. The media and fans criticised his lack of contribution considering his large salary and Deisler felt under immense pressure he applied on himself to get fit and the pressure of public expectation.
In November 2003 Deisler phoned Uli Hoeneß who was then General Manager of the club, desperately saying “I can’t go on. It’s the end”. Deisler was eventually persuaded to stave off retirement and was finally admitted to hospital suffering from depression. After several months out Deisler re-joined the squad but suffered a re-lapse the following season and his problems continued. Eventually, Deisler was able to overcome his problems and finally become a major part of the Bayern team. During this period he converted to Buddhism thanks to his only significant friend in the Bayern side Mehmet Scholl who introduced Deisler to the religion.
2004/2005 would be Deisler’s most productive year as a Bayern player where he was able to play in 32 games and performed well. He was afforded huge support by head coach Felix Magath and when the opportunity was given his team-mates too. In February 2005 Bayern played away against Freiburg with Deisler starting the match not long after his second bout with depression. Deisler had not played well in the first half and was described as tentative or nervous. At half-time German Icon Oliver Khan spoke with Deisler giving him words of encouragement stating “you don’t need to be scared of anything, you have so much talent”. Almost immediately after the re-start Deisler scored a beautiful goal and during the celebration Kahn ran from his goal to celebrate with Deisler on the half-way line illustrating just how much Bayern were behind Deisler.
2005 was a good year for Deisler who remained fit through the first half of the 2005/06 season and was performing well, finally putting his problems behind him it seemed. However, in March 2006 his knee failed him once more when he damaged the synovial membrane ruling him out for the remainder of the season and out of the World Cup in Germany later that year. Deisler was devastated and incredibly frustrated at the vast number of injuries he was suffering and each one brought with it the possibility of Deisler’s mental state failing him once again. By the time of his return in November 2006 Deisler had once again lost his love for football and was riddled with doubt every step he made that the his knee would give up. Deisler gave one last glimpse of his ability with an outstanding performance away to Hamburg setting up both goals in a 2-1 victory for Bayern. However, as Germany would soon hear this was the end of the line for Deisler.
On Tuesday, 16th January 2007 at age 27 Sebastian Deisler retired from professional football. Despite the best attempts of Uli Hoeneß to persuade him to remain Deisler stated he needed “an end to this torture” because “all the fun and joy has gone out of my game”. By age 27 Deisler had had seven knee surgeries and been treated twice for depression, and while many have since suggested he is weak I would argue quite the opposite. Seven surgeries in the space of seven years is almost impossible to recover from. For many players one or two knee injuries can spell the end, or at the very least the player afflicted is never the same afterwards. What is remarkable about Deisler is that his passion for the simple task of playing the game meant that he could still be better than those around him after, three, four, five surgeries. After each comeback Deisler tantalised and treated the fans to one or more great performances but in the end as a person and as an individual he was not able to cope with everything else that being a professional footballer entails. The pressure, the attention, the laddish attitude of young men, the pursuit of wealth none of these things interested Deisler and in the end it was the circus of modern football which killed him just as much as his knee problems.
If we are going to learn anything from the tale of Basti Fantasti it is that all young footballers are human and we should not expect otherwise. Most suffer the growing pains of youth as much as any young man and all make mistakes. Deisler was a fragile young man who needed love and support, something which is startlingly absent in football, a world where the average fan is quick to turn love into hatred and jealously if the performances dwindle. As fans we assume that these men are different, after all they are paid millions to kick a ball around, and what do they have to be miserable about? Well if money equated to happiness perhaps nothing but in reality it does not and while it can be easy to expect miracles form the likes of Wayne Rooney, Lionel Messi and Bastian Schweinsteiger we should always remember that players are just like we were at aged 21, there is lot to learn at a very young age and Sebastian Deisler is living proof that success is about how you succeed off the pitch just as much as on it.


The following season started as the previous one ended, with goals. By the time Betis met Chelsea in the UEFA Champions League on November 1st 2005 Oliveira had scored 4 goals in his first nine games when disaster struck. During the match he suffered a severe knee ligament injury that would rule him out for the entire season. At the time it seemed clear though that Betis would work to get the burgeoning star back to full health to spearhead their attack for next season.





